jiajia :)

i want…

to go bali… to dive, horse ride,camel ride, wakeboarding, surfing,white water rafting…

go shanghai, i’ve been seeing so much about this place, how fast it grows, what a modern state it is..

durian, stringray, crab.

and also maybe learn driving, though im very much lazy to. 

but MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO GO USA NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. im “overstaying” in singapore.

im losing interest in studying,

i guess im just like my brother, wanting to quit school at year 2.

really like brother, like sister.

we’re indeed related by blood,

but still my brother got a mere PASS just to get out of school, and wait me? the only way to get our of school, is to quickly CLEAR it as well, but yea, im having the fear of ” you think you know but you’re not really sure if you really know”

i dont want/cant afford to waste another year. i hate that im studying now.

even when im a once HATEEEe to learn IT girl, im actually interested in learning IT. wait i probably dont like the process of using computer language, but im certainty amuse by the outcome. living in a technology world, yet not truly knowing it till now. i hope its not too late.

losing interest , bcos i cant see where im going from this.

wheeee! i finally can blog again,

after being not able to blog for soo long and having to blog via my phoney and it end up not being either uploaded or almost the entire gone.and wait i wrote a whole chunk of words kay.

so yeah, just had a conversation wif didi and im truly disturbed by what he said. the after effect was really bad. and more like a one way conversation =/ okay all i want to do now is to go to bed and forget everything and let tmr be a brand new day. but wait, i want to wait for mama to come back home and ask her how her day was. ;)

im sure there’s bound to have story to hear from her. i so cant wait. bleahh and i didnt get to study at night. sucks. and make me wonder more why many of my classmates are still able to go out and have fun while all struck up at home. with the company of my books. yes i do get lazy and not want to study while at least i dont feel that guilty going out and having fun. yeah, its all in the mind. but i just want to feeel better :P and the fear of failing and not being able to go year 3 or completing my degree in 3 yrs.  yep i know this may sound illogical to you but yeah,im just afraid that even if i can go year 3 what IF i dont clear modules like banking and finance and just bcos of that one module. CHOI if anything happen i cannot graduate. year 2 plays such a crucial part in my life.

i cant wait to graduate

i cant wait to stop studying.

i cant wait to face reality.

i cant wait for freedom.

i cant wait to face the world.

i cant wait to do what i want to do

and lastly,

i cant wait to fulfill my dreams. its all about putting your dreams into reality.

bcos you either fulfill the dreams of others or you fulfill your own.

will i be able to fullfilled one of the dreams?

the exchange programme. i want to really want to, so much so bad. the opportunities is right there in my face, but yet i have to consider the opportunity cost as well. which of cos i think the opportunities cost of not going is higher xp

a goodfriend of mine has already sign up and is going.new york, and at the intial thought i was all excited and yes im all ready to go, all the glamorous thing u hear and see on tv. but again i hear the flip side of it, but its okay there’s always other cities to go for, maybe just a visitation then. but again 3 months is far too short. then again i tink to myself, how about 1 yr but then my thoughts counter me back again. human are just contradicting ya =x we want everything, and yes been researching and making consideration, yet i have not consult the most important person of all. dad =x i wonder what he thinks.

yet again the fear comes in, and so many things running through my mind, that im giving myself excuses to not study. i even have the second thought if i did choose the correct choice, but its all too late to think about it. luckily nothing is a died end its all work out somehow.

also i really hope my SHIMING and STEPhany would be able to join me. the girls who made school so much a better place :)

my exchange programme would it be fulfilled, if it happen, it would be a dream come true. :)

i want to sit back and think through this. but where do i find the time. so fast pace.

’ person who says it cannot be done must not interrupt person already doing it”

begins wif a commitment to self-discovery, a curiosity about your potential,and a willingness to acquire the information and skills that will enhance your work.

never underestimate what one can do. not even when the person is young.bcos you’ll be surprised how capable a person is.

just came across a blog. 19 yrs old (1991) joining venture , renting condo in orchard, investing, and being known as succesful.and another 21, diamond shop. impressive uh. im so gonna check out the shop sooon.

okay this is not just the only one, so many younger people starting out at sucha young age, and then again i look back upon myself.

but still gonna take baby step or is it too slow? at least have a dream, thats why i always deem it as important, at least u need to know where you are going. well another is to go for summer work. cultural work exchange, well even though my school doesnt do it for me, i can always do it, but well again, whether im cut out for u anot. :O and if there time and funds to support me. but wait i haven check out enough information on it. YET.

and again, really the more i find out the more interesting it gets, people can be just so interesting. never fail to amused and interest me, just like a child, when everything seems to be just so fascinating. im excited excited about what the future holds.

eXperience Singapore- interesting yep. :)

On this day of your life, Shengjia, we believe God wants you to know … that it’s time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living. Are you willing to do that now? Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment? You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss.

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  BALANCE SHEET OF LIFE
   

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Our Birth is our Opening Balance!
Our Death is our Closing Balance!
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets

Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account

Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill

Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents

Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.
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Some very Good and Very bad things ..
The most destructive habit……. …….. ……Worry
The greatest Joy……… ……… ………       ….Giving
The greatest loss………………Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work……… ……..Helping others
The ugliest personality trait……. …….Selfishness
The most endangered species….. ….Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource…. ……… ……Our youth

The greatest ‘shot in the arm’…….. .Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome…. ……… …Fear
The most effective sleeping pill……. Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease…… …….Excuses

The most powerful force in life…….. ……….. Love
The most dangerous act…… .A gossip
The world’s most incredible computer…. ….The brain
The worst thing to be without….. ……… ….. Hope

The deadliest weapon…… …….. ………The tongue
The two most power-filled words……. …. ‘I Can’
The greatest asset……. ………. ……… ………..Faith
The most worthless emotion…. ………. ….Self- pity

The most beautiful attire…… ……… ………SMILE!
The most prized possession.. …….. …..Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication. ..Prayer
The most contagious spirit…… ……… ……Enthusiasm

Life ends;               when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends;              when you stop Believing,
Love ends;              when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing…!!! 

suchsycophancy:

AWESOME! :D

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