its monday, and looking at the calendar, its 25th april, which also mean im one week from my first paper. yet i dont have the exam “feel”
so many things feel so unreal,
is may here soon? am i really going for the US trip? am i really going there alone? am i fulling one of the dreams that i never thought i would be able to achieve so soon? is exam really coming? where’s my confidence in taking the exam? how wil things be back home?
exams, may, US trip = uncertainty and unreal.
are they really happening?
but wait i need to settle so many things before i leave, let alone this week.
dental,skin doctor, trip planning( not forgetting esther and eunice would be leaving this thursday til 7may ><), pre-depature orientation(which i heard would be right spank in the middle of my exams. ZZZ sian,embassy interview for the very 3rd time.
im really hoping its not because of ben(VN) thats why the embassy giving us so much trouble. let alex,fee and me go please. what happened to the powerful singapore passport?
where is my RELC letter? meiling and jj got it last friday, pls let it come today, i WANT to go for my embassy interview tmr. sigh. 3rd interview. tsk why come the embassy word be trusted,whats more they told me at the first interview fee,alex and my visa are approved ><