okay,
as much as i really wanted to go for my USA trip,
but im left with just 2 weeks of wait, 13 days more of wait, but im losing my patience, i really dontknow why this is happening. i keep praying, hoping and wishing, and checking my email like never before.
and seeing my love ones, one bye one, going oversea, and me being struck in here, wait, it sucks more, knowing the plan you knew would work, when all things things would not go wrong, failed here. but well, im no longer yearning it anymore, in fact i’ve back up plan.
somehow, i spend a day researching on my back up plan. bali :) it was a supposely one month stay there, but looks like maybe i have to make it a 1.5month trip? and again, since it exceed one month, i have to apply VISA AGAIN >< but indo SHOULD be easier? well SHLD, i no longer dare to confirm anymore. in fact after a day of research, i was even dreaming about my trip there, doing my dive eduacation aint that bad as well, learning independent and fulfilling my dreams. at least i got a supportive family and not waste my holidays away.in fact, im imagining myself riding a motorbike in bali… and riding 20km/hr HAHHA, i never imagine myself riding a bike, and maybe i just have to.
and to think that if i cant go for my US trip and end up going bali, which is clearly indonesia, yet however im using USD and rupians, like LOL. going to one country yert using 2 currency. really look forward to what i can learn in the holidays.
shhhh.. im even secretly wishing i can go my bali trip instead =x
but mean while, i have to wait till mid june,before i can decide whats’ next.
lets move nearer to my dream.