wheeee! i finally can blog again,
after being not able to blog for soo long and having to blog via my phoney and it end up not being either uploaded or almost the entire gone.and wait i wrote a whole chunk of words kay.
so yeah, just had a conversation wif didi and im truly disturbed by what he said. the after effect was really bad. and more like a one way conversation =/ okay all i want to do now is to go to bed and forget everything and let tmr be a brand new day. but wait, i want to wait for mama to come back home and ask her how her day was. ;)
im sure there’s bound to have story to hear from her. i so cant wait. bleahh and i didnt get to study at night. sucks. and make me wonder more why many of my classmates are still able to go out and have fun while all struck up at home. with the company of my books. yes i do get lazy and not want to study while at least i dont feel that guilty going out and having fun. yeah, its all in the mind. but i just want to feeel better :P and the fear of failing and not being able to go year 3 or completing my degree in 3 yrs. yep i know this may sound illogical to you but yeah,im just afraid that even if i can go year 3 what IF i dont clear modules like banking and finance and just bcos of that one module. CHOI if anything happen i cannot graduate. year 2 plays such a crucial part in my life.
i cant wait to graduate
i cant wait to stop studying.
i cant wait to face reality.
i cant wait for freedom.
i cant wait to face the world.
i cant wait to do what i want to do
and lastly,
i cant wait to fulfill my dreams. its all about putting your dreams into reality.
bcos you either fulfill the dreams of others or you fulfill your own.
