the quarrel is so loud is scarying me.
scarying me after a loud loud time.
he screamed SOOOO so loud. loud+vulgarities.
not at me though but at her.
i dontknow why im scared. but my heart is beating so fast and it not excited/nervous but i dontknow. scared?
i want to tell him how much this is affecting yet, yet i know i’ll probably be told i need to learn how to grow up.
yeah and after so long im crying over this again :(
