so he’s off for good. and im more or less mentally prepared that i wont see him. though he’ll be going calfornia next year but well im not. probably going to ” conquer ” the east side only.
and im really and praying by faith that ben would be able to go.things are so difficult for him. be it visa application, driving license and visa to canada, well if we’re lucky enough we’ll get to go canada too. yaynes. everything is so near. yet so far. gonna conquer the exams. appx 100 days. 6 modules. really tough. oh well but im a FULL TIME student it shldnt be that tough yea?
so yea sent indra off. woah, he’s flying by first class. *faint* 225 boxes.5 dogs. he’s sooo woah, come to think about it i fully know why he’s Up there. and well im DOWN there. like degrading myself ah, but really who am i? a nobody. this year gonna be a GOOD GOOD YEAR. im gonna see a new phase of life. being stronger and more independent. to be so strong and independent, then again i’ll probably be known as “no feelings” so i asked indra ” how do u feel about living sg” and he practically show no sign of sadness yea u mught just think he’s hiding but well its not his first time moving so well. practically much used to it ya. so i got a new inspiration.
to continue photography SHENGJIA PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. i so hate myself for not touch my camera. a book. now i finally understand, life is a process, not a destination. i may not have known him well and long but im certainty wider ” ALITTLE, just a tiny winy little” perspective of things. how serious is he in life, and how ‘hardworking” he can be. the lift TO his house. THE AMAZING HOUSE. book.indo,bali,thai.sg.belgium. life is just a beginnning for me. i cant wait to see the world. FLEW FROM SG.
