2 days ago, closed to midnight, i exploded, you were patient and nice enough with your words and mention you would change for the better.
and i would hear from you ytd, i did not. its okay. today, not as well.
after the explosion, i seem to care alittle less, less thoughts about you. but maybe im just so used to it.
im telling myself im just used to you. YES used to you.
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cimb youth challenge is getting me all excited, and alittle stress, but its good stress and its keep me going. It motivates me to read the news,news that would otherwise make me fall asleep. really, im never interested in news, especially the politically and economics upturn downturn and everything. okay, now you must wonder so why am i studying a business degree. it because of this. i hope its not too late now, but i just hope for the best.
this is called loving the things you used to hate. well and sometimes you just hate what you love. so as much as i little liking to justin bieber, his song” never say,never” rings in my head. well i’ve to admit, it true. :)
oh yes and i’ve registered and signed up for diving. oh well, like finally right. private manual @ BBDC (duh!) and basic theory test is 30/3/12. exactly 1.5 month to prepare.
and oh no, its friday again tmr, time can you move a little slower? cycled to mount faber, kent ridge park, hort park and henderson wave. *pat pat on my shoulder* cycled with west rider, and my aim is not be the first person to push the bike. i did it. but seeing people pushing bike demoralise me. this is what its said,your surrounding affects you. and its clementi to pungool tmr. is it 60km or 80km? well probably gonna do a half way journey only and go to gor house to sleep. just half way, i’ll make it through right? :) beside its less tedious compared to mount faber. again mount faber, aint so bad afterall :) lost 1/2kg YAY. :D
wow, i feel so much blogging out my thoughts. PHEW :) :) :)
