January 2012
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Phi phi diving trip
maybe i should be back to blogging, and this time round, fill it with some pictures.
yes all words are boringggggggggg.
im back from my thailand trip. 5th dec2011-9thjan2012. friends made are the best of the trip. friends that i want for life :)
summary of trip. diving trip.
Phuket->phi phi->krabi->bangkok->changmai->changrai->bangkok-> HOME SWEET HOME(singapore)
i...
November 2011
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Be energetic. When energy is undirected, it’s called excitement. When it is directed, it’s called enthusiasm!
Each person exhibits energy in a different way, depending on his or her own personality and style. Focus your energy where it will do the most good, and keep it genuine
even my parent doesnt want to help me and they dont seem to care.
even the parent are bringing stress to their own children, and no, i dont mean the academic side.
bcos of the stress your brought to me, partially i would say its my fault, it bring me more incentives and take my concentration away from my studies.
independence is what i need.
generation gap is what i hate.
October 2011
4 posts
If you don’t make time for the ones who love you, eventually, you will grow apart. Too often, we make time for the ones who claim to need us: bosses, friends who are down on their luck, family members who are having some kind of drama… We tend to then put off those people who we love to spend time with but don’t ever seem to “need” us, and they always understand when...
connect our thoughts and feelings with our inner species.
August 2011
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travelling
travelling.
exploring the world, culture and YOURSELF.
:)
travelling, you’ve got me HOOKED.
im back for only one week and im cant wait for the next trip.
when will it be? i really cant wait.
basically anywhere is fine. travelling is my hobby! <3
June 2011
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end june-june 2011:)
so it was just last wednesday when i played wavehouse and it felt like ages, this is what holidays does to us, too much fun that we cant remember the fun we had ;p
friday , night cycling with a grp of peeps, with the people incredible nice and got me touched. they waited for the tortoise me. even a 8yr old boy from finland ride faster than ma e >< and he got a road bike with his dad...
May 2011
4 posts
Planning to go somewhere else??
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USA or bali? back up plans
okay,
as much as i really wanted to go for my USA trip,
but im left with just 2 weeks of wait, 13 days more of wait, but im losing my patience, i really dontknow why this is happening. i keep praying, hoping and wishing, and checking my email like never before.
and seeing my love ones, one bye one, going oversea, and me being struck in here, wait, it sucks more, knowing the plan you knew...
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wavehouse, surfing :)
wavehouse, surfing was awesome, lots of adrenaline rushhh. just as i need it.
thats when i learn the skill to relax, being all tense up and nervous would make all things go wrong. just relax :)
tried different stunt and even lying down on the big board. fell down and got a few minor cuts and bruise, but worth it :) my shorts drop. the water was so strong i couldnt get up. i could have nearly...
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i want i want.
i want…
to go bali… to dive, horse ride,camel ride, wakeboarding, surfing,white water rafting…
go shanghai, i’ve been seeing so much about this place, how fast it grows, what a modern state it is..
durian, stringray, crab.
and also maybe learn driving, though im very much lazy to.
but MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO GO USA NOWWWWWWWWWWWW. im “overstaying” in...
April 2011
7 posts
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toy wif me, toy toy toy,
let me wait,
say things u dont even mean it, what does approval means? what does appointment means?
wait wait wait.
and here goes the money sucker agent. just suck me dry.
i want to say ” i no longer want to go” but i deep now” i know i really want to go” i lost all the excitment. grumble grumble grumble.
i know grumbling and complaining...
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uncertainty and unreal. busy may.finals and trip
its monday, and looking at the calendar, its 25th april, which also mean im one week from my first paper. yet i dont have the exam “feel”
so many things feel so unreal,
is may here soon? am i really going for the US trip? am i really going there alone? am i fulling one of the dreams that i never thought i would be able to achieve so soon? is exam really coming? where’s my...
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threaten me? damn.
damn you.
threaten me.
stupid agency.
just 2 sentences and i got mad. and u dont even bother apologizing, pls you’re in service industry.
you may have been good but just one fault and thats it.
pek chek. roar.
bu ziang jing.
again and again i tried to help, but why do u
why do i have a m** like you?
i dont want you to influence me,you’re no good for me, i really afraid , i really dont want.
maybe thats one of the reason i want to go away.
yet its smth i can never tell.
i had enough of you. and i snapped today. let this be the last.
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going sabah to find woman?
i think this is FUNNNNNNYYY
me: i want to go sabah.
uncle tey:Sabah only for two things..either race or find woman…u choose!!! me: huhhhh really ah?!! errrrrrmmmm. i go there find womannn also lor HAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA
uncle tey: U..ah…young age brain old..
ps: i always thought sabah is a fun -place cos i thought i can play water rafting. HAHAHAH
oh yes another...
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i think i might need some blood donation.
period.
is drainning me.
even 11 hrs + 1.5hr nap is not enough for me.
i need to catch up on weeekend things tonight. though very much i do not wish to go schoool tmr, but i really dont want KEN to be disappointed. he’s really very nice,and he’s really going all out to want to me to excel.
thank you ken.
ps, and i really told ken(my...
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losing interest in studying.
im losing interest in studying,
i guess im just like my brother, wanting to quit school at year 2.
really like brother, like sister.
we’re indeed related by blood,
but still my brother got a mere PASS just to get out of school, and wait me? the only way to get our of school, is to quickly CLEAR it as well, but yea, im having the fear of ” you think you know but you’re not...
March 2011
5 posts
Awesome.
I just sent my night washing my face wif tears. Nice
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i cant wait.
wheeee! i finally can blog again,
after being not able to blog for soo long and having to blog via my phoney and it end up not being either uploaded or almost the entire gone.and wait i wrote a whole chunk of words kay.
so yeah, just had a conversation wif didi and im truly disturbed by what he said. the after effect was really bad. and more like a one way conversation =/ okay all i want to do...
Irene tang baby, baby shower
loving aunty irene tang . New born baby shower :) starting to love family gathering. Not just own family gathering but also wif relatives
you’re my motivational tool.
you’re busy yet reachable, caring for others.
you must be a blessing to me.
im thankful to have known you.
i know its all God’s plan. ;)
to be distracted by things that matter.
:)
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2nd year FULL mock down. the next is up. ipad2 is...
my mock’s COMPLETED. full mock.but what theres to be happy about?
the REAL thing is coming. in 62 days. so to calcaluate i only have 1 week to study EACH module. or rather master like a QUEEEN. =x i need to more hands and brains.
i need octopus hands and number of brains that octopus hands has. then i’ll be definetely sure to ace it. its not good enough to know that one is willing to...
February 2011
14 posts
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im sorry
just had stat paper, and im glad that i did. well i panicked ytd.
its been almost a yr since i last touch stat. horrible me.
so wait to know my results.
and well ytd. i must have been crazy or rather desparate for help.
help in my studies. that i rant my frustration on a dear friend of mine, accusing him of not helping me. and was only to be told by him. he wasted a morning just to sat next...
uncle tey:Ok la go study hard k…Uncle Tey must sleep liao 2molow working leh must save many many ppl lor hehee:)
and i dontknow why, just such sentence can make me smile :)
I see my path, but I don’t know where it leads. Not knowing where I’m going is what inspires me to travel it.”
your name
so its been long really really long, since i heard your name.
so the moment i hear your name again,for a minute i froze. becos behind my mind, i was wondering who are you. you’re almost forgotten your existen. even ur know sound alien to me.
well its sucha goood thing. bcos maybe i have slowly let u go.
or is it that im not used to hearing your name. just a person i remember.at the back...
school's starting 2 months earlier? Whatt?!
Sometime there are people which u just can’t click.
It may not bcos of any conflict or whatsoever. And well I have this particular ‘friend’ in school.
Everything is fine during short meeting/get together/gathering. But now nahh. Maybe bcos of u being too straightforward and harsh. I want to be away from you. Even if it takes for me to be alone and scared. But i rather have u...
sucks this sucks.
i realised the LONG LONG very long entry i blogged regarding my happy time wif my love one DISAPPEAR> but wait it did appear on my phone that its posted. sigh what happened
Splendid cny gathering wif love ones :)
Splendid time wif splendid people. So love them
Losing my motivation
Waking up at 12noon and going back to sleep at 12am.
With even a 45mins nap. Call me pig.
And yes its 12am and I’m gonna turn in soon.
Why so?
Cos I’m bored. My lappy aka entertainment is gonee and beside I’m bored of reading words that put me to sleep.
Soci—->power—->politics
Or is it bcos I’ve seen too many words today.
I’m running out of...
88 days to exam
Its back to school again.
My last holiday of before I’m done wif year 2
Well I really reallly really gonna chiong already. Its like 88 days for the first paper and tbh I’m seriously dead. no chance of survival. In fact I’m bearly near a pass.
Cry me a river. I don’t need a life now. Not anymore. Unless its important or you’re special enough if not forget it....
When almost nothing is left
You probably never know u’re sucha bore.
know the diff between talking and communication
And another knowing when to draw the line. All I see is energy drain and nth. Even time tgt bring awkwardness.
I could bearly remb anything abt us.
The other we talked mayb cos there r no other u can talk to.
Or mayb its just friends wif benefit.but the other is almost as if I’m...
first family day of the year :)
Woohoo I’m sooo glad tat I can blog via my phoney phoney! Hehe :D
Even when I had a laptop in front of me I don’t even want to use it. :and
Hahaha my two nephews walking around the house without pants! Only diapers and top! And getting their hands on EVERYTHING that electronic. Everything but dslr! Of cos we wouldn’t let them to hold them right? So its like be it...
Hold on.
Hold on to what is good, even if it’s a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it’s a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it’s a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it’s easier to let go. Hold on to God’s hand.

Bad luck?
Sighhh I’m damn sad now. My lappy went crazy. From the loud noise of fan to now not knowing what’s happening =x I really cannot afford to lose the PRECIOUS pics in my lappy. What’s more taken wif someone tat has left sg for good. And well probably never be seen again. Lazy me. If only I wasn’t so lazy and uploaded on fb so it wouldn’t be tat bad.
Pics are the most...
Cny 2011
Wooohoo! I’m still awake at 315am!
Its the 3rd day of cny!
Yeah and also 3rd day of being a tv addict! heheh! Blame it on all the channels I get on cable tv! Dieee so gonna miss it when they’re gone! Hmm but wait I still dkn which channel I like best
Oh ya does anyonw know the diff between hbo and hbo signature? :O or am I asking the obvious? :O
Heh. So yeah the past 2 of cny...
January 2011
23 posts
mending the glasses or leaving it as it is?
may. i dread it yet at the same time awaits it.
maybe thats what they say freedom?
i want some space of my own. my ear has suffer enough.
i want to speak my mind out but yet again im afraid.
i put this aside bcos i know being involved in it doesnt bring any good. or does things even changes a bit?
or are they like broken glasses left on the floor. and all i did was trying to put it together,...
heartbreak.
the quarrel is so loud is scarying me.
scarying me after a loud loud time.
he screamed SOOOO so loud. loud+vulgarities.
not at me though but at her.
i dontknow why im scared. but my heart is beating so fast and it not excited/nervous but i dontknow. scared?
i want to tell him how much this is affecting yet, yet i know i’ll probably be told i need to learn how to grow up.
yeah and...
school,vivo,sleep,tv,2hours phone chat. and i dkn what.
B-O-R-I-N-G day ya. and super unproductive, less than a 100 hundreds to exam. and im gonna see pimples eruption soon. well, meiling love recommended me a skin doctor,heard its super good but had to start queing at 7am. LIKE WHATT. and best its at the east, and i was telling her i need to go over her house for sleepover first xp
i think i...
“Librarians are hot. They have knowledge and power over their domain.. It is no...”
– Holly Black (via 500daysofkissingmypillow)
okay maybe i should be really old school and to start keeping a diary.
freedom of thoughts and words.
but yet, well writing is so lazy.
okay I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO USE cs5! yeah, and the earliest is sept ><
studying alone is RELAXING, as compared to others who have SO MANY committement, im nothing. like an ant.
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a man to remember.
so he’s off for good. and im more or less mentally prepared that i wont see him. though he’ll be going calfornia next year but well im not. probably going to ” conquer ” the east side only.
and im really and praying by faith that ben would be able to go.things are so difficult for him. be it visa application, driving license and visa to canada, well if we’re lucky...
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so today is the day.
so im leaving home now for dorgan then to the airport,
and i know when im back things would be diff,
indra would be gone.
and maybe just maybe i’ll meet him in states.
but wait he’s going to calfornia and i wouldnt be going there.
the most SF but still i want to go calfornia not just bcos of him but i want to see there. i want to go on a road trip. but driver needed. hohoh.
...
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goodbye indra.
bang bang trying to be irritating by
using bb and iphone to sms me,
whatsapp and bbm me ALL at the same time. make me so busyy! hahaha.
bahhh. so everyday im reminded that you’ll be leaving. and tmr is finally the day =x SIGH. Emo elmo. yet i cant tell you i miss you. bcos i have no reason to do so anyway. it must have been hard on you too and i salute ur courage. 255 boxes that you...