jiajia :)

http://www.dtmag.com/Stories/Dive%20Careers/instructor.htm

way too awesome :D

AWWW

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wow reading past entries, how did all my post seems SOOOOOO depressing and sad.

maybe that why i’ve left here for a while. i guess i should be back here again.

this time round with happppppppppy thoughts.

im a happy go lucky girl, aint i? :)

BTT on friday! and its 3 days away. how prepared am i? 6/10 only. BOOO. 

off to do more simulation test! 

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2 days ago, closed to midnight, i exploded, you were patient and nice enough with your words and mention you would change for the better.

and i would hear from you ytd, i did not. its okay. today, not as well.

after the explosion, i seem to care alittle less, less thoughts about you. but maybe im just so used to it.

im telling myself im just used to you. YES used to you.

..

cimb youth challenge is getting me all excited, and alittle stress, but its good stress and its keep me going. It motivates me to read the news,news that would otherwise make me fall asleep. really, im never interested in news, especially the politically and economics upturn downturn and everything. okay, now you must wonder so why am i studying a business degree. it because of this. i hope its not too late now, but i just hope for the best. 

this is called loving the things you used to hate. well and sometimes you just hate what you love. so as much as i little liking to justin bieber, his song” never say,never” rings in my head. well i’ve to admit, it true. :)

oh yes and i’ve registered and signed up for diving. oh well, like finally right. private manual @ BBDC (duh!) and basic theory test is 30/3/12. exactly 1.5 month to prepare.  

and oh no, its friday again tmr, time can you move a little slower? cycled to mount faber, kent ridge park, hort park and henderson wave. *pat pat on my shoulder* cycled with west rider, and my aim is not be the first person to push the bike. i did it. but seeing people pushing bike demoralise me. this is what its said,your surrounding affects you. and its clementi to pungool tmr. is it 60km or 80km? well probably gonna do a half way journey only and go to gor house to sleep. just half way, i’ll make it through right? :) beside its less tedious compared to mount faber. again mount faber, aint so bad afterall :) lost 1/2kg YAY. :D

wow, i feel so much blogging out my thoughts. PHEW :) :) :)

maybe i should be back to blogging, and this time round, fill it with some pictures.

yes all words are boringggggggggg. 

im back from my thailand trip. 5th dec2011-9thjan2012. friends made are the best of the trip. friends that i want for life :) 

summary of trip. diving trip. 

Phuket->phi phi->krabi->bangkok->changmai->changrai->bangkok-> HOME SWEET HOME(singapore)

i would say its not a very good trip. but theres defintely a whole lot of good times which cover up for them.

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Be energetic. When energy is undirected, it’s called excitement. When it is directed, it’s called enthusiasm!

Each person exhibits energy in a different way, depending on his or her own personality and style. Focus your energy where it will do the most good, and keep it genuine

even my parent doesnt want to help me and they dont seem to care.

even the parent are bringing stress to their own children, and no, i dont mean the academic side.

bcos of the stress your brought to me, partially i would say its my fault, it bring me more incentives and take my concentration away from my studies.

independence is what i need.

generation gap is what i hate.

If you don’t make time for the ones who love you, eventually, you will grow apart. Too often, we make time for the ones who claim to need us: bosses, friends who are down on their luck, family members who are having some kind of drama… We tend to then put off those people who we love to spend time with but don’t ever seem to “need” us, and they always understand when we cancel for something “urgent.” 

Love can be hindered by insecurities, low self esteem, past pain that’s not yet been forgiven, and many other factors. If one cannot say that they love themselves, then it’s unfortunately true that they won’t be able to love another person and show words and actions of true love to them.