jiajia :)

maybe i should be back to blogging, and this time round, fill it with some pictures.

yes all words are boringggggggggg. 

im back from my thailand trip. 5th dec2011-9thjan2012. friends made are the best of the trip. friends that i want for life :) 

summary of trip. diving trip. 

Phuket->phi phi->krabi->bangkok->changmai->changrai->bangkok-> HOME SWEET HOME(singapore)

i would say its not a very good trip. but theres defintely a whole lot of good times which cover up for them.

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Be energetic. When energy is undirected, it’s called excitement. When it is directed, it’s called enthusiasm!

Each person exhibits energy in a different way, depending on his or her own personality and style. Focus your energy where it will do the most good, and keep it genuine

even my parent doesnt want to help me and they dont seem to care.

even the parent are bringing stress to their own children, and no, i dont mean the academic side.

bcos of the stress your brought to me, partially i would say its my fault, it bring me more incentives and take my concentration away from my studies.

independence is what i need.

generation gap is what i hate.

If you don’t make time for the ones who love you, eventually, you will grow apart. Too often, we make time for the ones who claim to need us: bosses, friends who are down on their luck, family members who are having some kind of drama… We tend to then put off those people who we love to spend time with but don’t ever seem to “need” us, and they always understand when we cancel for something “urgent.” 

Love can be hindered by insecurities, low self esteem, past pain that’s not yet been forgiven, and many other factors. If one cannot say that they love themselves, then it’s unfortunately true that they won’t be able to love another person and show words and actions of true love to them. 

funny.broke.sad. 

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(Source: living-to-the-fullesst, via rebecca-ann-123)

 connect our thoughts and feelings with our inner species.

travelling.

exploring the world, culture and YOURSELF.

:)

travelling, you’ve got me HOOKED.

im back for only one week and im cant wait for the next trip. 

when will it be? i really cant wait.

basically anywhere is fine. travelling is my hobby! <3

so it was just last wednesday when i played wavehouse and it felt like ages, this is what holidays does to us, too much fun that we cant remember the fun we had ;p

friday , night cycling with a grp of peeps, with the people incredible nice and got me touched. they waited for the tortoise me. even a 8yr old  boy from finland ride faster than ma e >< and he got a road bike with his dad having a very interesting top. ” good people go to heaven and bad people go to pattaya.” LOL so pattaya really sell such top?

and spend my weekend with my sister in law in law hospitalised and meeting stephany in gleneagles with her dad hospitalised as well, both underwent leg operation, and thankfully both is well ;)

and today yay, MBS with eeyer and boey! HAHAHA dont kill me :p skypark+swimming+lightstick frisbee+beautiful scenery :)  its only after today trip, i came up with my ” blessings come in diff form” thankyou BOEYYY! ah BOEYY ( BOY);p well you used to be handsome anyway :p

okay,

as much as i really wanted to go for my USA trip,

but im left with just 2 weeks of wait, 13 days more of wait, but im losing my patience, i really dontknow why this is happening. i keep praying, hoping and wishing, and checking my email like never before.

and seeing my love ones, one bye one, going oversea, and me being struck in here, wait, it sucks more, knowing the plan you knew would work, when all things things would not go wrong, failed here. but well, im no longer yearning it anymore, in fact i’ve back up plan.

somehow, i spend a day researching on my back up plan. bali :) it was a supposely one month stay there, but looks like maybe i have to make it a 1.5month trip? and again, since it exceed one month, i have to apply VISA AGAIN >< but indo SHOULD be easier? well SHLD, i no longer dare to confirm anymore. in fact after a day of research, i was even dreaming about my trip there, doing my dive eduacation aint that bad as well, learning independent and fulfilling my dreams. at least i got a supportive family and not waste my holidays away.in fact, im imagining myself riding a motorbike in bali… and riding 20km/hr HAHHA, i never imagine myself riding a bike, and maybe i just have to.

and to think that if i cant go for my US trip and end up going bali, which is clearly indonesia, yet however im using USD and rupians, like LOL. going to one country yert using 2 currency. really look forward to what i can learn in the holidays.

shhhh.. im even secretly wishing i can go my bali trip instead =x

but mean while, i have to wait till mid june,before i can decide whats’ next.

lets move nearer to my dream.